cny is here

chinese new year is finally here... after a long hard wait (?!) of 29+ hours since my last blog post. but i have to say that this year's cny for me is quite uneventful.

first, i didn't drink at all. secondly, i didn't gamble too. so basically i just go to people's houses to eat, sit and daydream. kind of what i do everyday at home, for the exception of the lack of an accessible computer. argh. but that makes a difference. i think the days of eating and slacking have also made me grow tired of my favourite cny snack - pineapple tarts. i never thought that is ever possible. but oh well. as the corniest and tackiest saying in the universe goes 'nothing is impossible'. and i have just realised i'm being really crappy right now.

anyway, so during my freetime, i just took photos of my family and me. but since my handphone usb cable has again failed on me. i shall upload the photos later. 

i love and hate the fact that i have to work tmr. love it that i can continue earning money. hate it that... well... it is work!

anyway, the person who comments regularly is my dear friend. and er... people are always welcomed to comment and become my dear friends?!? nah... my friendship is not that cheap. though buyable. haha... that's so not funny. anyway, so comment more lah.

AND, i have also decided to upload at least ONE photo on each post to make my blog more interesting~ haha... right. and the easiest way is just to put pornographic image of anything or anyone.

however since i'm not that biantai... i'm just going to put up photos which meant something to me. like this.

 

This is part of a handmade book that my dear friends had made for me for my birthday last year ( i think). it's pretty cute and funny... even though i'm depicted as a big alien-looking monster. but anyway, thanks guys... if you see this...

ps: i love you

cny is coming

chinese new year is about 9.5 hours away and i'm not happy or in the least excited. am i the only one who stopped looking forward to cny already? 

all the hustle and bustle, relatives crowding around you and commenting how i have changed, become fatter, or still as fat as ever and what-not. of course they won't say that to my face, maybe they will just whisper to my mum or something. harh, life...

i can totally imagine myself in the future - 32 and still single, avoiding cny like plague by traveling overseas during the period. argh. horrible but highly possible. sadly enough. my only wish will be that i will be rich by then to be able to afford luxurious holiday trips. HAHA.

nah, oh well. i'm not one for marriage and i know it myself since young. i think i may be the only woman who has never fantasized anything about weddings, princes and falling-in-love plots during my childhood. haha. and i'm proud of that.

and i'm being random and digressing as usual. from cny to marriages. oh my. this is what happens when you get old and keeps on rambling to no one who cares a shit about you. okay, i can feel my angsting coming. i better stop blogging now before it gets worse.

oh yah, i took a couple of cool (again, 'cool' in my warped mind) photos some time ago  

work work work

i started my job at iras recently. the beginning of the first day was damn horrible. i had to pull myself out of my comfort into hell as i got myself ready for work at an unholy hour. when i went to the revenue house to report, my name was missing from the fking paper. i was damn sian and pissed.

after registering, i went into the room, confronted with a fking platue of computers and people. about 60+ people and computers are squeezed into one tiny room. wth. it was overwhelming like shit. i wanted to just walk out and go home.

however, i somehow psychoed myself into calmly walking in (i think) and finding a seat. (i need the fricking income)

more people started coming in. there are only several empty seats left scattered here and there. by the way, i didn't realise how difficult it is to find an empty seat among a bunch of people seated down until now. it's kind of like photohunt. i have to squint my eyes and stuff...

anyway, a miracle happened then. in the shape of my cousin! she was just standing there at the doorway, looking lost and sian too. i had to stop myelf from screaming her name. it wasn't a good thing to do to make a good first impression. i kept staring at her. trying to use my eye power. and it worked! after a minute or so, she turned and saw me too, becoming gleeful.

funny, the first thing i thought was 'heng arh, now i don't have to eat lunch alone anymore...' oh well... surprise surprise... being socially awkward among other things, i can say one of the biggest challenge of accepting any job for me is to find lunch companion. 

anyway, so i had someone to talk to and walk with through out this job. hehe. that's great.

dance, dance

yeah, i started my hiphop lesson this week. and it's horrible. i already knew that i have stiff upper body, but i have no idea it is this fricking stiff. (hello... might as have a wooden plank for spine.)

but anyway, it's just the first lesson in the intro course and i already feel like dying. but my mum said that this is expected - intro lessons to something new are always tougher. i hope things will start better then. and i better start practising at home. if not the lessons will be a waste of my money if i fumble through the lessons (which will not happen. TOUCHWOOD)

another new thing learnt about myself - i do not have a sense of rhythm and beat at all. oh my. what the fking hell is wrong with me.

random but important note: i think the dance instructor is quite good looking. haha. a typical hiphop bboy look i guess, but still goodlooking. and NOT gay. but i think he has too high expectations of us (us meaning mainly me... and other cmi people there. hehe. i'm not the only one.) teaching us those complicated moves when we barely got the previous ones. at a point of time, his looks nearly did not save him from my bashing due to my irritatedness. 

oh well. no one is perfect. lets' hope that he will get the point and find some other way to teach us.

and sadly enough, i did not spend much time looking at him - too busy trying to follow the steps. plus my vision was kind of blurring then. hahah... going to die soon. i will try to take a photoshot of him and put it up here. (if you haven't noticed, i only put up photos of anything and anyone but myself)

oh yeah, the title of this post 'dance dance' is actually one of the songs by Fall Out Boy which also rocks and is coming to s'pore to have the concert. the fking concert which i'm sadly going to miss. argh. i hate being poor. =(

so in this coming hols, i'm going to try my best to save up all my earnings. which means no going out. unless for IMPT celebrations, sponsored activities and fun low cost outdoor outings. *hint hint* hahha. 

bored III

lesson learnt today: i can't camwhore to save my life.

so i have an additional goal - to learn camwhoring.

firstly, i should not smile so widely and pls open my eyes. that's all for now?

anyway, i saw this at actioncity... to yv: oh, this is the toy that i have been trying to tell you.

this doll with QUEEN crest printed on it. looks so cool. but i bet it's damn ex and out of my reach. (the collectables... whatever...hmphf) but anyway, i'm damn happy to see this queen toy available... it shows the popularity of QUEEN even in singapore. lightens up my day.

nothing more to be said. super incoherent today. tata~

random

i feel damn happy now. haha... especially after watching short clips of edna mode (one of my fave from 'the incredibles') and her amusing enunciation of words.

the way she toddles around (because she is short) and her passion in fashion for the superheroes are just entertaining to watch.

my favourite clip of her is still the 'wat are you Talking Ahbout' before she smacked elastigirl awake from her sobbing. notice also how she pronounces 'horrible' as 'ho-bo'.

how cute. and she is one of the reasons that i'm fairly happy today.

however, another sad thing to note - many of the guys are enlisting tmr. i should not even blog about it. but shall miss them. interesting people to talk to on msn and also to play bridge with. haha. rare chance that i actually get sentimental. 

but oh well.

and jiayou everyone in everything that they do. like uni apps and so on. =p

it's a new year

today is the 2nd day of new year, year 2009 and i'm stoning at home.

this may be the only year when i actually wish that there is school while there is none. things don't always turn out the way you want i guess.

i'm hoping i won't get to the point where i will actually list my new year resolutions here because i'm not that confident if i would adhere to them for long.

but i shall reinforce one of them by listing it here (besides hardly anyone reads it anyway).

starting this year, i shall be 'forever happy and sociable' self and interact with anyone whether i care a shit about them. i will also be as fake as possible, especially to the people whom i dislike. this will be practice for my pr skills in the office.

happy 2009 everyone