puke

you make me sick.

i'm getting sick of life. as it spirals down the abyss.

and i know what people may be thinking. i'm only 19. not even an adult yet. who am i to say that.

it's true. i'm too young to be lamenting about life. but i felt like i have seen enough of this world.

ironic and weird. i know.

rumours has it that the judgement day is coming in 2012. and i can't say that i'm dreading it.

but nah. i'm sure billions of people will be praying that it will not happen.

i look forward to the day when i have too much in my life to be able to give up my life anytime.

i look forward to the day when i have zest everyday in everything that i do.

i look forward to the day when i finally learn to appreciate every smidgen of my life.

i look forward to the day when i'm enjoying too much.

i look forward to the day when i can look back at this moment and this post, laugh at myself for what a fool am i to get sick of life when mine has not even started.