bored

A recent incident made me realise that most parents are hypocritical to a small extent. (ok maybe not hypocritical. but at least double standard). at least mine is a bit. they tend to act so open-minded about everything like having boyfriends and clubbing etc. but once they suspect that their children are doing it for real, they just clam down on them, setting rules and boundaries for them to adhere to. com'on, don't fake such openmindedness just to appear as model, liberal, accepting parents. don't have different standards when dealing with other people's kids and your own. i understand that it is innate in you to protect your kids from external dangers, but realise too that your kids are mature enough to differentiate right from wrong and to take responsibility for their decisions. let them take the risk and bear the consequence.

today i had a pleasant surprise while checking my sat2 scores. i did not expect myself to perform this time round especially when i had hardly touched the fricking sat2 books (borrowed from my beloved friends). (i think i did quite well... but again, my standards are about 6 feet below everyone else's) i had only done 1 math and 2 physics practice tests in preparation for this sat2. 

oh well. shows miracles still happen after all. =)

and today, i had to go home wearing my 4-inch heels and fbt and t-shirt (at the courtesy of beat, thanks again). my feet were aching like hell. i thought i would never survive the trip. BUT i did. hooray for me.

and sina website is having some fking problem again. it can't seem to load. i can't watch my 'friends' for the fifth time in peace. wth.

and my boredom shall continue.